I went to school for a year and earned a diploma in heating and cooling. I struggled the whole time not really understanding the material. The sad thing was I actually studied.
Flash forward to present day I'm working as a service tech doing commercial work. I show up everyday, work hard, and do the job to the best of my ability. Everyday all day at work I feel tense because I don't know what I'm doing. I constantly have to call people and ask for advice or have them come out and help me. My biggest liabilities are: I'm terrible at troubleshooting, I have problems with wiring diagrams, and most important I lack self confidence.
I've talked with my boss and fellow employees and told them I'm having problems. They have told me I'm a hard worker, people like working with me, and to stick with it. A lot of people have told me that if you can make it through the first year you will make it in this career. I've only been doing this job for 4 months, but it seems like everyday is worst than the last.
One reason I've made it this long is because I like the people I work with. I also don't want to let the people down who have helped me out. On the rare occasion when I figure something out in a timely matter I actually have a sense of accomplishment.
Yeah I know I sound like a whiner. I'm grateful to have a job, but it is just so overwhelming. After working for a place for 1 month they put you in a truck and you're on your own, sort of.
I just don't know if I'm cut out for this line of work? I just don't want to be one of the guys who has been with the company for a couple of years and still doesn't get it. So yeah am I wasting my time? More importantly am I wasting the companies time?
Flash forward to present day I'm working as a service tech doing commercial work. I show up everyday, work hard, and do the job to the best of my ability. Everyday all day at work I feel tense because I don't know what I'm doing. I constantly have to call people and ask for advice or have them come out and help me. My biggest liabilities are: I'm terrible at troubleshooting, I have problems with wiring diagrams, and most important I lack self confidence.
I've talked with my boss and fellow employees and told them I'm having problems. They have told me I'm a hard worker, people like working with me, and to stick with it. A lot of people have told me that if you can make it through the first year you will make it in this career. I've only been doing this job for 4 months, but it seems like everyday is worst than the last.
One reason I've made it this long is because I like the people I work with. I also don't want to let the people down who have helped me out. On the rare occasion when I figure something out in a timely matter I actually have a sense of accomplishment.
Yeah I know I sound like a whiner. I'm grateful to have a job, but it is just so overwhelming. After working for a place for 1 month they put you in a truck and you're on your own, sort of.
I just don't know if I'm cut out for this line of work? I just don't want to be one of the guys who has been with the company for a couple of years and still doesn't get it. So yeah am I wasting my time? More importantly am I wasting the companies time?